Hello fellow Deviants. After a long think and consideration, I have decided to reopen this account and bring all my works out of storage.
I'm not sure if I'll ever draw again but I'm thinking about writing fanfiction again
The reason I originally closed this account for was stupid, I was mad and I'm not mad anymore. I was hurt and now I'm over it. I still have my other account but I'm not entirely sure if I'm going to post to this account or my other account.
Message to SqueeSan
I decided to store everything and delete a good portion of my DA when SqueeSan and I ended our relationship. I was hurt, heartbroken. I felt betrayed and wanted to leave everything behind. But I can't help it. I did love the girl even though it didn't make it in the end. I think about her from time to time and things remind me of her. Sometimes I wish things could have gone another way, maybe it's better they didn't. There was a lot of things in this account that reminded me of her and I wanted them gone. Out of sight, out of mind. However I've grown in the last 5 years. Decided that she was an important person in my life at one point but no longer is. I know she may never read this journal and it doesn't matter if she does or doesn't. I want her to know, I don't hate her. I did for a while, but the hate was misplaced. I hated you because it was the only way to get over you. I tried to hurt you just as bad as you did me. It was petty. I did love you, but I no longer do. I hope you are doing well in your life. If you think you didn't mean anything or left an impression on me, I remembered you on your birthday this past year, like I do every year since the day we met. I have no regrets. You gave me my love for my still favorite pairing I look for often. XigDem